So say goodbye to love and hold your head up high
Sometimes you need to fall apart, come completely undone. When you put yourself back together, you see what’s missing and what needs to be left behind. I’m tired of trying to stay strong and hoping that my feelings of insecurity and sadness will just pass. I want to fall apart. I want to come completely undone. I need to stop lying to myself and pretending that everything is okay because it’s not. I’m not okay right now. I know I will be but right now I’m not. And that’s okay.
A lot of the time I feel so close to giving up, dropping out, taking the easy road but then I think about all the people I’m going to prove wrong and all the people that I want to prove right. Sometimes that’s all I need to keep going.